HEART SONG
some one once told me, the best essay comes from the heart, the bestest thing , the bestest writings comes from the heart. and i know that person is telling the truth.
if u know me long enough , talk to me long enough, listen to me long enough or if u are in my KG (kentang goreng :TMY defination) ... hehe ... u will know that , most of the things i say and do, have something to do with the heart. and i simply love to use the word HEART during KG (cell group).
i am not sure why , i just do.
but at times, doing things from ur heart makes is vulnerable to be broken. and trust me , shit happens and it happens all of the time. hearts can be broken from time to time, and most of the time it takes a long time to heal.
but does is this a good enough reason not to make urself vulnerable? it is a good enough reason not to let ur heart be broken?
i keep telling myself , never ever to make the same mistake again, never let ur heart take control. but i do it anyway... and it gets broken at times.
but i reckon the joy u get when u let urself out, give urself out to love and to care for the people around u is simply a wonderful thing.
indeed at times , u are going to be hurt and all. u will be hurt.
but are u going to let the fear of being hurt stop u from loving and caring for others ?
i myself am confuse with all those questions...
many things i feel like just giving up and letting very thing go , but the feeling of letting go comes together witht he feeling of holding on.
holding on to wat is at hand, and cherishing wat is there. and mind u , its the hardest thing to do.
i find myself asking questions like , when is "enough is enough" , when is the right time to stop , is it right to stop, what is the right thing to do , am i doing it right , am i in trouble, did i do anything wrong ?
questions , upon question , upon questions.
questions without any answer.
i am the kind of person who needs answers, who needs to know things.
and if i dun , i tend to let my imagination go wild.
i am the kind of person who will think of the worst of things even if in actual fact , it is nothing.
i am the kind of person with all the question and without all the answers.
i am me.
nothing much to shout about.
nothing much to say about me
i am me, simple old me.
no talents, no fantastic brains, no nothing wat so ever.
i am me , and this is all i am.
some one once told me, the best essay comes from the heart, the bestest thing , the bestest writings comes from the heart. and i know that person is telling the truth.
if u know me long enough , talk to me long enough, listen to me long enough or if u are in my KG (kentang goreng :TMY defination) ... hehe ... u will know that , most of the things i say and do, have something to do with the heart. and i simply love to use the word HEART during KG (cell group).
i am not sure why , i just do.
but at times, doing things from ur heart makes is vulnerable to be broken. and trust me , shit happens and it happens all of the time. hearts can be broken from time to time, and most of the time it takes a long time to heal.
but does is this a good enough reason not to make urself vulnerable? it is a good enough reason not to let ur heart be broken?
i keep telling myself , never ever to make the same mistake again, never let ur heart take control. but i do it anyway... and it gets broken at times.
but i reckon the joy u get when u let urself out, give urself out to love and to care for the people around u is simply a wonderful thing.
indeed at times , u are going to be hurt and all. u will be hurt.
but are u going to let the fear of being hurt stop u from loving and caring for others ?
i myself am confuse with all those questions...
many things i feel like just giving up and letting very thing go , but the feeling of letting go comes together witht he feeling of holding on.
holding on to wat is at hand, and cherishing wat is there. and mind u , its the hardest thing to do.
i find myself asking questions like , when is "enough is enough" , when is the right time to stop , is it right to stop, what is the right thing to do , am i doing it right , am i in trouble, did i do anything wrong ?
questions , upon question , upon questions.
questions without any answer.
i am the kind of person who needs answers, who needs to know things.
and if i dun , i tend to let my imagination go wild.
i am the kind of person who will think of the worst of things even if in actual fact , it is nothing.
i am the kind of person with all the question and without all the answers.
i am me.
nothing much to shout about.
nothing much to say about me
i am me, simple old me.
no talents, no fantastic brains, no nothing wat so ever.
i am me , and this is all i am.
posted by Jo Jo Bumps at 1:39 AM
2 Comments:
A real post! You are a real blogger now! Yay!
Okay okay... jokes aside... no, we shouldn't give up loving people... because Jesus loves people. It's in the heart of God to do that. & even though we get hurt, we are to keep forgiving so long as people are sorry & ask forgiveness. 70 x 7 mah... remember? & much much more than that... I'm sure that's what Jesus meant...
& about what you said:
"i am the kind of person who will think of the worst of things even if in actual fact , it is nothing."
I'm like that, too :) Always over-thinking. But I am sure God made us that way for a purpose. It may be nerve-wrecking at times, but it has its uses.
& you are NOT untalented, you HAVE fantastic brains, & you are NOT as simple as you think you are.
You are what you are, & much more, because of the work God is doing in you. & I'm certain He'll do beeeeaUuuutiful things with this life of yours.
& you know what else?
You're in His heart.
& that makes all the difference in the world.
whoa susie way long comment there.
and jo, like i said, nothing is worth not trying.
it hurts when hearts are broken but in order for it to be broken, it had to be whole once. and broken hearts are always fixed. at least we know Someone who's pretty good at fixing hearts. =)
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